(Originally published 9/10/2013)
Regrets. I’ve had a few.
In reality, too few to forget. So here I am. Waking up prior to sunset.
Going to the day job. Either this or go out and rob.
But no more of that. Too many cameras to take care of that.
And too many hearts not to break.I look at myself in the mirror.
The man in the mirror. Does he reflect the same one in real life?
Trying to be a source of positivity. Build myself up. For a future Family.
And for the current one: a source of stability.
The world’s not always the way you want it to be.
But fuck all those people.
Fuck you, and fuck your rules.
Fuck your hypocrisy.
I can not do you.
I can only do me.
I can’t be who you want.
I can only be me.
But please take comfort:
I am becoming the best version of me that I could ever be.
At least in this current reality.